Ok now it's going to be ok, just relax and breathe... It's just been terrible I tell ya, we had a big ol' windstorm the other day and our power flickered but by some miracle we didn't lose it all-together, even thought lots of other paces around town did for a few hours.

So what's the problem? Why am I having an anxiety attack? The is no internet access at my house! that's it the internet is down!! I don't think the problem is at the house but with where ever that server or isp computer thingy is. My only saving grace is that I have access at work. Sigh, thank God other wise I'd be even worse. There's nothing really important that I absolutely need the internet for right now but just knowing that at any time day or night I had the world of online information at my feet was such a comfort. There's an empty hole in my soul where my internet access used to be!

If I had no power at all then it would be different, it then becomes fun, like camping with flashlights and portable dvd players and Apple Ipods.

Lurking in the back of my mind is the horrible thought, what if it never comes back? What if (gasp) I had to actually use the yellow pages book or an actual map? Oh why oh why did I thought out that old enclyclopedia set? You were right Mom I did need it someday!!

OK calm down calm down. I can still get via my work computer, but then I keep getting interrupted by work.....

I would have some good pictures of very interesting things to put on here but I can't so you'll just have to use your imagination while I go and find me some Prozac